pics i look this week..

i'll never fall in love again

What do you get when you fall in love?
A guy with a pin to burst your bubble
That's what you get for all your trouble

I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again

What do you get when you kiss a guy?
You get enough germs to catch pneumonia
After you do, he'll never phone you

I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again

Don't tell me what is all about
Cause I've been there and I'm glad I'm out
Out of those chains, those chains that bind you
That is why I'm here to remind you
What do you get when you fall in love?
A guy with a pin to burst your bubble
That's what you get for your devotion

I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again

What do you get when you fall in love?
You only get lies and pain and sorrow
That's what you get for your devotion

I'll never fall in love again!
I'll never fall in love again!

Never fall in love again
Never fall in love again

yeah finally i hab finished my 3days work at IMM as a resort club membership promoter.. i am so tired and my leg was aching like crazy.. anyway i am really lucky to find this job and i think if there is another roadshow, there is a veri high possibility that my manager will ask mi back to work for her again.. although the pay is quite miserable but i really need this miserable money.. i am so poor now cox the payment of my school fees is coming soon.. so shit case!! argh.............


haix school is starting soon..
7 more days to go :(

is 3.30am now.. i am sososo sleepy but i cant sleep cox i am not at my own house.. i am at my friend's friend house playing my fav mahjong.. yeah!! but today is really not my day cox i am lossing money.. so far i hab loss 7bucks and more to come.. so shit case!!


heehee he is sitting beside mi now.. happy in progress :)

holiday life is sososo great!!

but nothing is perfect la cox i hab a veri bad diarrhea for 2days last week and i actually vomited so badly.. whenever that went into my stomach bascially came out either from my mouth or anus as liquid!! i cant eat at all.. with no solution, i surrender myself to the doctor.. tis was the first time i visited to the doctor for the past two yr!! sososo shit case n i wasted 36bucks :'(

heehee went out with ariel and her bf and her bf friends today.. kinda excited!! heart was beating at 120/min and my hand is sweating like a runnning tap cox i am nervous.. esp when he called my name.. i am really shock and i guess at that point of time my heart beat went up to 138/min heehee.. so funny!! veri funny!!
PS : normally heart rate is 60-100/min

ok that all..

happiness still in progress :)

hooray!! i am enjoying my 4weeks of holiday..

eat and sleep and eat and sleep and watch tv programme and sleep and eat.............

i am 20th yr old. i am kinda sad cox i just cant belivev that i am so old now and in 1yr time i will be going out to the society and start my working life. so scary!!

today is my second last day of attachment. i really cant wait for tml to come cox after tml i am going off for my 4weeks holiday.. i quit enjoy my this attachment cox it is a cardiac ward and u really can learn n do a loads of things there.. but i just dun like some of the nurses there cox they really treat u like their dog and kept ordering to do somthing that the porter should be doing. but is ok tml is my last day.. yeah :)


ok here are sum of the pic i took for the past few days..

finally i hab the mood to blog.. although today is not my last day of exam but i can really feel a relief cox i hab finish the most disaster paper- medical surgical!! this paper was horrible!! i spent my whole night studying but all the question that came out from the SAQ section was not the questions i hab studied. so i am so stress while i am doing :( .. esp all the pathopysiology part!! when i saw the question, they are so so expensive and cost 5marks!! and this kind of question u really cant bull shit. is either u know or you dunno. after reading, i really sweat everywhere.. haix i really hope i wun fail!! pray hard..

here are same pic i took..

muckx

we smoke

do not disturb

wowoww

this are not all the stuff i hab for CYN. i still hab sum more at my coffee tea infront and sum in the fridge. scary!! i think i will put on at least 10kg after this coming CNY.. wat a disaster :"(

watch this.. veri funny

new yr eve should be a day to go out n enjoy but i really feel lousy n tire so i end up staying at home.. i was out for the past few day maybe that's the reason y it make mi feel so tire n sleepy!! school is starting in two days time.. the freedom is goona end n is abt time to say hello hello to ur lecture note again.. what a sad moment :'(

yeah finally i change my hp!! i am sososo happy.. hopefully with this new phone it can brighten my everyday..

+ E900 +

i am back!!


heehee didnt blog for quite sumtime.. n this is not becox that i am veri busy but jus becox i am too lazy and dun feel like doing anything.. jus feel like slacking!! i hab been sacking for the past few week.. neither studying nor doing my project!! now i wonder how am i gonna spend my 2weeks of holiday.. hmmm maybe i should said study break rather than holiday cox once i go back to sch after the break, life will be miserable.. help help help :(


i am a person who like raining day eps when i am slacking at home cox without switching on the fan u can enjoy the cooling weather.. but due to the heavy rain my mum brought a stranger back to my house n to stay at my house for one night.. this stranger is a 'HE'.. dun ask mi why cox that is complicated and i am jus too lazy to elaborate the whole story.. most of my family member got so angry!! luckily the stranger look quit decent n dun look like bad ppl that will do funny things..

haiz.. i will be veri poor for the next two month!! payment for my school fees and insurance hab made mi sososo dry n poor..

i hab been doing loads of window shopping online this few days but i cant buy any of them.. and i think becox of nov n dec holiday there are loads of new sprees coming up.. but i am jus too poor to get any of them although they are cheap :'(


BCLS practical test is on next tue but i am still slacking.. i dun even bother to take out the book from my bag to do sum practise or reading.. help!!

my sis bought a new digital cam 7.2mega pixels beside that nothing interesting hab happened in my life..

school start n this week is passing veri fast.. nothing interesting thing happened!! jus loads of project and test coming up..

BCSL(CPR) practical really suck.. it hurt my hand badly after every practice!!

weekend is tml but the mood is nt there.. i am so restless this few days and jus dun feel like doing anything.. HELP :(

hello.. miss mi?? >.<

people might think tat i went missing or maybe i am gonna shut down my blog soon BUT definitely not.. the reason why i didnt blog for sososososo many days was because i am super busy.. straight after my att at kk hospital i started working and was only till tuesday i stop working and get sum rest n enjoyment which i hab missed..


so from tuesday onward i spent all my time watching GONG and manage to finish the last episode this morning at 6am!! this drama was really fantastic i love it a loads and i actually cried till my eyes were swollen.. haha a drama tat everybody should really buy and watch..


den i went down to sch ytd wif my firend to buy books.. spent 1oobucks totally cause i bought medical surgical textbook.. i am so heart pain cause all the money i earn for the past one week 1/2 was gone.. den gonna buy jane n eileen bday present.. n ariel bday coming too!! lastly saturday i am going to escape.. -.-" all the money which i hab earn will be all gone n left wif nothing to do sum shopping.. poor girl :(


school starting soon n i believe this sem will be very stressful cause 6modules to be finish in 14weeks.. n on e 2nd week we will hab our BCLS thoery test n e practical test is on the 4th or 5th week if i am not wrong -.-"

hmmmm one week of attachment at gynaecology was sososo boring.. luckily today was my last day there and next week i will be going to paeds.. although i dun really like kids, i'm still looking forward.. i jus feel tat kids can be veri irritating n ugly at time..


anyway this week really suck!! hopefully next week will be better..


:'( nobody call mi down to work.. haix so shit case!!

after playing n enjoying for the past 1 n 1/2weeks of my holiday, i am broke!! shopping, ktv, movie, chills out, steamboat and on and on... all this make mi sosososo poor now!!


luckily my friend called mi to work for this fri n weekend.. at least this help mi to make sum saving for my next coming two weeks of break.. but i hope nobody will notice mi and wun see someone i dun wish to meet..



then after this 3days of work at queensway i am going back to hospital next monday for another 3weeks.. time fly so fast and my two weeks of holiday is coming to it end :'(

haha i am back!! holiday was great :)



after the day i came back from genting was my sis 22nd birthday.. her bf was sososo sweet!! he actually the bake the cheese cake himself.. den he wanted to gab my sis a surprise but while he was waiting for mi to get the cake up to my house n keep first, he got caught by my sis.. sad case!! some time i really envy my sis.. she really hab a veri sweet bf!! anyway i am glad tat she hab one.. maybe tat was a gift to her!!

ok her are sum pic of that day

+ three of us +

+ jing =

+ i look horrible +

+ so sweet +

+ the cake sis bf bake +

last sat i invited all my friends to my house for steamboat and luckily jess was able to make it or the rest of us will be dissappointed!! it was a tiring day for mi -.-" but i really enjoy myself.. good food and the majong session was great!! we actually play till 4am that day..

okok here are sum of the pic..

+ cheese +

-.-"


+ i am hungry +

+ us +

+ ariel ling duan hui +

+ busy cooking +

+ foods are hot +

+ the hungry ghost +

hey yo!!

attachment over and finally i can enjoy my 2weeks of break!!

i jus came back from genting ydt night.. i was sososo tired!! i managed to went down to KL too but on my way down to KL from genting, tat was so horrible!! i feel nausea and nearly vomitted.. phew -.-"

ok only manage to take this few pic cox i forgot to charge my digtal cam.. so sad case!! :'(

+ sis n mi +

+ the magic bus +

+ the big rock +

one more week to my 2weeks break..


:'( attachment was so tiring!! my leg, back, feet, hand are aching or i should rather said my whole body.. i really cant tolerate my ward anymore!! the ward setting was so messy and disorganised.. hope i will still be alive after this posting to sgh!!

now is 7am in the morning .. heehee guess wat i didnt sleep the whole nite!! i went to bed at 4am but didnt manage to sleep so i woke at 5am to blog and upload sum picture.. i am so crazy!!


exam hab over but attachment is on next monday!! so poor thing.. ppl are habing 6weeks of holiday but we nursing student hab 6weeks of attachment in hospital.. wat a big different!!


hee went out wif duan for shopping and i spent about 85bucks but guess wat i bought..?? i manage to buy 2t-shirt.. 2pairs of shoes.. 1pair of slippers.. and 3necklaces!! that was so impossible rite but tats really true.. so when i reach home i did sum DIY on the necklace which i hab bought

+ so nice +

weekend!! this sound so great but i spent it so meaninglessly.. didnt do much thing but jus rot at home watching utube..


arggh!! i really cant stand my hair anymore so i decided to go for a hair cut and treatment of my hair this afternoon.. den back home to watch utube again!! life suck.. both sis were so busy wif their own life and dun really hab the time to entertain mi.. so i am alone keeping myself occupied!! so sad case..


lol i saw edmund on thurs in the train.. he look so different compared to 2yrs ago!! i was thinking if that was his look 2yrs ago he may be my bf rather den WILL.. anyway this are not important anymore cox single is still the best.. although i will feel lonely at time but i would rather feel lonely den getting hurt..

heehee the pet i adopt.. lol

adopt your own virtual pet!

life suck!!


i woke up at 2pm today and i went to sleep again at 6pm.. and i only manage to wake up at 8pm.. i really felt so lazy n dun feel like doing anything.. laying on my bed dreaming and thinking loads of stuff which i shouldnt be thinking of.. seriously i shouldnt be thinking of him!! hope every things will get better when sch start lo.. although i am thinking of him but i clearly know tat getting back together wif him is an impossible thing..


going back to sch soon.. 16hrs to go!! arggh!!

i am so so so busy for the past one week!!

photo!! photo and photo again


monday- sis graduation day..

my beautiful sis

mi sis bro

+ happy family +

my sisters

mi and sis

mi and sis again

heehee mi

muckx

hmmm

in bro car

mi alone

ok here the photo during jess bro wedding..

+ heaven +

+ hooooo +

+ mi +

i am looking at u!!

+ us +

+ mi and jess +

+ mi at ariel house +

+ muckx +

+ my best friends +

tat all

one more week before going back to school..

but exam coming.. in 4weeks time

after watching the drame 'silence' i realise tat Vic Zhou really look like my past bf.. tyson!! when we are still attach, loads of pp said he look like him but i disagreed!! i think is only till now den i agreed.. i am wondering wat he is doing now..?? although we dun hab a happy ending.. i jus hope tat he is doing fine now..


some time i am wondering how pp measure happiness.. n how much happiness a person need is consider enough.. but i guess everybody will wan endless!! cox we human are greedy.. lolx!! n whom u get from is consider the best.. family?? friends?? or ur lover??

i am so sad.. my heart is aching now!!

neither it was becox of friendship nor relationship..

but portugal didnt make it to the final!! watch the match jus now!! i dun think france should be proud of their victory cox they won the match due to portugal mistake.. and that gab france a panalty goal!! portugal was trying real hard in the 2nd half but jus didnt manage to get any goal!! so sad case..


hope france wun win the world cup..
yi da li!! gogogogo!!

jus came back from kk hospital.. surprising today was so relax!! didnt manage to do much thing but jus observing wat the staff nurses were doing!! hab the chance to went into the nursery.. the first impression when i saw the babies was tat they dun really look cute but scary cox there were full of winker!! so ugly!! and they can really cry veri loudly!! so irritating!! but after a while when i got the chance to get a closer look on them they are actually quite sweet cox they can really do all sort funny face.. so cubby!!



heehee went shopping spree wif my sis for the past three days and spent quite a loads of money.. but i think my sis spent much more than me cox she is starting her work today so she got to get sum decent office wear!! and i manage to get a dress for the coming wedding dinner.. kinda happy cox i really love it so much!!

wooo!!

ok.. i gtg n cook my dinner.. i hab been cooking for the past few two week.. and this dish was the most tiring dish to cook cox i look quite a long to prepare the prawn..

but the result was good!! yummy

the drama i am watching now..

+must be u+

+ hard guy +

finally all my common test are over.. bio test was manageable but research method was really tough.. although it was all MCQ but it was veri difficult and i am unsure wif most of the question i did.. hope i wun fail!!


attachment on next monday.. so stress!! hope everything can go well during my attachment!! good leacture.. great clinical instructor!! nice environment!! fun patient!! haha i think this will only happed in my dream.. lol


last 2days to enjoy before i go for my attachment..